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Adriaen van Ostade |
wordhoard
Poems I carry with me: A Scrapbook
Sunday, 23 March 2025
Taxman
Sunday, 9 March 2025
Words
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Agnelo Bronzino |
Words
Always the arriving winds of words
Pour like Atlantic gales over these ears,
These reefs, these foils and fenders, these shrinking
And sea-scalded edges of the brainland.
Rebutted and rebounding, on they post
Past my remembrance, falling all unplanned.
But some day out of the darkness they'll come forth,
Arrowed and narrowed into my tongue's tip,
And speak for me -- their most astonished host.
W.R. Rodgers
The image of words as a wind, a storm, as waves hitting the "sea-scalded edges of the brainland" is so perfectly fitting.
Ceaseless, loud, battering - this is a familiar, daily experience.
The thought that some day this gale might turn, might come from me instead of at me,
I'm not sure if that's a good thing.
Sunday, 9 February 2025
Top of the Stove
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Hubert Shuptrine |
And then she would lift her griddle
tool from the kindling bin, hooking one
end through a hole in the cast-iron disk
to pry it up with a turn of her wrist.
Our faces pinked over to watch coal
chunks churn and fizz. This was before
I had language to say so, the flatiron
hot all day by the kettle, fragrance
of coffee and coal smoke over
the kitchen in a mist. What did I know?
Now they've gone. Language remains.
I hear her voice like a lick of flame
to a bone-cold day. Careful, she says.
I hold my head close to see what she means.
David Baker
Thursday, 30 January 2025
To Night
To Night
Like an huge bird, between us and the sun,
Hiding, with out-stretched form, the genial light;
And still, beneath thine icy bosom's dun
And cloudy plumage, hatching fog-breathed blight
And embryo storms, and crabbéd frosts, that shun
Day's warm caress. The owls from ivied loop
Are shrieking homage, as thou cowerest high;
Like sable crow pausing in eager stoop
On the dim world thou gluttest thy clouded eye,
Silently waiting latest time's fell whoop,
When thou shalt quit thine eyrie in the sky,
To pounce upon the world with eager claw,
And tomb time, death, and substance in thy maw.
Thomas Lovell Beddoes
from The Penguin Book of the Sonnet, ed. Phillis Levin
As an example of taking a simile to its limits, this is wonderful.
Saturday, 18 January 2025
Bavarian Gentians
Bavarian Gentians
Not every man has gentians in his house
in Soft September, at slow, Sad Michaelmas.
Bavarian gentians, big and dark, only dark
darkening the daytime torchlike with the smoking blueness of Pluto's gloom,
ribbed and torch-like, with their blaze of darkness spread blue
down flattening into points, flattened under the sweep of white day
torch-flower of the blue-smoking darkness, Pluto's dark-blue daze,
black lamps from the halls of Dis, burning dark blue,
giving off darkness, blue darkness, as Demeter's pale lamps give off light,
lead me then, lead me the way.
Reach me a gentian, give me a torch!
let me guide myself with the blue, forked torch of this flower
down the darker and darker stairs, where blue is darkened on blueness,
even where Persephone goes, just now, from the frosted September
to the sightless realm where darkness is awake upon the dark
and Persephone herself is but a voice
or a darkness invisible enfolded in the deeper dark
of the arms Plutonic, and pierced with the passion of dense gloom,
among the splendour of torches of darkness, shedding
darkness on the lost bride and her groom.
D. H. Lawrence
I see Lawrence in this poem, on the edge of Winter, sitting by his gentian, thinking of the world turning into the dark season, meditating on its blueness.
That deep blue - that dark!
"Reach me a gentian, give me a torch!
let me guide myself with the blue, forked torch of this flower..."
It's a fantasy of blue - it's like a prayer.
Down into frost and darkness -
down into death's country with a flower of hope for a guide?
Is this what they used to call Alchemy?
To carry a dark flower into the blackness where it becomes a light?
"Lead me then, lead me the way."
Even in the darkest place life is not extinguished.
Tuesday, 14 January 2025
from Contradictions: Tracking Poems
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Gwen Raverat |
from Contradictions: Tracking Poems
1.
Look: this is January the worst onslaught
is ahead of us Don't be lured
by these soft grey afternoons these sunsets cut
from pink and violet tissue-paper by the thought
the days are lengthening
Don't let the solstice fool you;
our lives will always be
a stew of contradictions
the worst moments of winter can come in April
when the peepers are stubbornly still and our bodies
plod on without conviction
and our thoughts cramp down before the sheer
arsenal of everything that tries us:
this battering, blunt-edged life.
18.
The problem, unstated till now, is how
to live in a damaged body
in a world where pain is meant to be gagged
uncured un-grieved over The problem is
to connect, without hysteria, the pain
of any one's body with the pain of the body's world
For it is the body's world
filled with creatures filled with dread
mishapen so yet the best we have
our raft among the abstract worlds
and how I long to live on this earth
walking her boundaries never counting the cost
Adrienne Rich
"This battering, blunt-edged life."
That phrase certainly feels true today.
And how do I live it? How reconcile my struggle and the struggle of others, how "connect" even to broken things and selves?
And that last line --
"Never counting the cost"
That's what I really want.
To live full-out, in spite of all the beat-downs.
Tuesday, 7 January 2025
Spider
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Spider
Teacher of Swedenborg and St. John of the Cross,
First anchorite, mysterious builder --
From the dark corner of my room
His destination
The distant northern star. . .
As he weaves, as he spreads his webs,
He is singing.
I'm certain of it,
He is singing.
Charles Simic
I can't say more about this than it already says -
Singing!